before in my life, I had one guy that always by my side, but at that time I didn’t want him to come towards my life. I kick him from my life and I think I can live freely without ‘love-trouble’.
now I have my life that I have wished before, but as time goes on I don’t think this kind of life I want. now I feel super bored and nothing can make me happy as before. I also feel lonely, think that nobody who wants to talk to me. I just think if I need a friend. no, a boyfriend.
but I just afraid that I will kick that guy too, as before I had kick a guy.
so what do you think? do I just only need a boyfriend, or maybe more refreshing and fun?
sometimes I just think about my life. before when my life had a flow, I don’t want it. now my life is as flat as line, and I also don’t want my life become like that. in my life now I just feel that everyday is boring as hell, everything try my anger, and I just miss how my old life was.
today is not my day, not even yesterday or tomorrow.